ER part 2

David shows up and immediately I start crying again. I'm overwhelmed, shocked, disoriented and explain that if it's ectopic they will terminate the pregnancy immediately. He tries to console me but I really don't know what I need. On one hand we weren't going to have any kids. After Taylor graduates we were going to have our freedom and travel and enjoy the money we were making together. On the other hand for 20 years I'd had trouble with endometriosis, ovarian cysts, misshaped uterus and for all the years I HAD tried to get pregnant had been told and accepted that I would not conceive on my own. Well here I am, while on birth control mind you and now there's a chance we'd have to terminate?! How cruel! David and I get called back for the ultrasounds. I'm so early in the pregnancy that they can't really see anything. Nothing in the Fallopian tubes either. If it was ectopic it would be too early to start causing pain. So we are back to the kidney stone theory. But the only way to know for sure is a CT Scan. But, that's a no no when pregnant. So I get prescribed an antibiotic, Vicodin and told to drink LOTS of fluids and my Ob/gyn wants to see me on Monday.